the road to beautiful

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awake21.org – a fast experience – day five

  • January 19, 2012 1:38 pm
Thursday 01.19.12

What a headache I have had today!  So confusing and frustrating. God says He wants to heal me, I believe I am healed, I take authority over the pain, tell the enemy to take a hike, and I still have a headache. I don’t get it. What am I missing?  I’m just being real here.  I was venting to God, and He said, “Don’t let your feelings or circumstances discount what you know I am doing in your life.”  Immediately my headache eased. I don’t know all the specifics; all I know is I trust Him. He is a good God, and He is so good to me!

My love for Him has increased even more during this fast.  Not for what He has done for me but simply because of who He is.  When we turn our face toward Him and truly seek Him, He reveals more and more of Himself to us.  He is always there, waiting for us to slow down, calm down, sit down, and listen to His wisdom, feel His love, pick His brain, love on Him.  Whatever we need, we find in Him.

This fast is about me….. dying to myself.  It’s about what I can get from God….. more of Him.

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